It’s not getting better,I can’t sleep, and nothing helps. I give up. I’ll let my life whither away as my helpless self lay here in agony.This is too much to handle.

I just want to be helped.Please…

How the fuck am I supposed to be happy when I’m going through all of this? How am I supposed to be calm when it stresses me out and all you do is yell at me? How am I supposed to be okay when I’m not? You don’t know how long I’ve held in my anger and sadness. You don’t understand anything even when I told you. You complain all the time about little things, but when I complain it means nothing. Your little problems don’t affect your everyday life, but mine does. Do you know what it’s like to not be able to smile and not be happy at all? Well,I fucking do !

The feeling is mutual.